v.使…麻醉
=anesthetize.
So in the boring and overripe days, I use wine to anaesthetize my self . 因此在無聊感傷的日子里
Gradually, I began to anaesthetize myself, and console myself with A' Q's spirit. 我開始麻醉自己，用阿Q式的精神勝利法給自己壯膽。
